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I'm so sorry you are feeling this way. Please don't think no one will listen, you have us here at pc who care very much. It's awful when you feel so down, but it will pass and I know this from experience. Look after you, keep posting here and never give up hope. There is always a happy ending and light at the end of the tunnel, sometimes it's hard work but you will get there my friend. Don't be afraid, Holding your hand sweetie.

Love, Jinny xoxoxoxoxo