i hate the iritibility.

the stigma

the long depressions

the constantly trying diffrent things until you find something that works

the memory problems it's caused

the isolation (like i'm the only one who has it)

the fact i never know how i'm going to be from day to day making planning difficult

the helusinations

being sensitive to noise

knowing that no matter what, i'll never be free of the illness

is that enough?