oh lord. i just remembered something i let slip out in t today. we got on the subject of my ex (because I had a dream about him a few nights ago) and why we split up (because he cheated) and how I caught him and omg I can't believe I told her. well if she didn't judge me today, I guess she never will. i managed to keep it a secret for almost 5 years. Now I have no more secrets in there. Ugh.