confused(((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))

I know how that little girl inside you feels, I know how you feel. Please believe me when I say I have stayed only for my children, when even that got too much I tried to take my own life. Only then did I see how I would be missed, how my children would suffer, my family.

Our abusers are the ones who SHOULD be suffering, not us. we were not to blame. Life is so short, I really want to heal and not let them ruin the rest of my life.

You will get better, You will be at the point where you will no longer feel that pain, trust me, I am not better by far, but boy I'm trying and I'm much more positive. there are down days, but they are getting fewer and more far between - and so will yours, and you will be here where I am and telling others the same,

gentle hugs, Jinny xoxoxoxoxoxo