After multiple years of RA like imprisoned life....when I turned into a teenager, I had to play catch up and copy/mimic people to stumble through social interaction just because I had no idea how to be human. I was socially inept- like a raw nerve exposed to the elements.

This was survival along hiding a past which was what I was actually also trying to bury anyways.- to get rid of the history....like Instant Ramen People- add hot water (Ramen Noodles?)

Anyways....you'll eventually pull a you out of it based on your ethics and beliefs. I did, then another pops out and do their own thing, but that doesn't influence too much.

Bu