Medication keeps me functioning normally, with a good job, and with good relationships. Without my meds, I think I would be without both.

I would recommend finding someone (or a few someones) to hold you accountable to staying on meds. I update my dad and my husband periodically so they know what my current cocktail and dosages are, in case of emergency. You could do that with someone you are really close with and have them check in with you to make sure you are taking them and seeing your pdoc regularly.

Take your meds. If you aren't seeing results after a reasonable amount of time, see a different psychiatrist. You should be getting relief/ feeling more stable when you take meds.