Trying to figure things out lately, concerning relationship with husband. I know opposites attract, but when I like things calm and quiet, need it really. He can be noisy, boisterous and that can grate on the nerves. He isn't even taking care of his self I don't think, he can't relax much even, seems so high strung.
When he was a kid, I was told, they told him "don't touch that" and he'd look at them and reach out and touch anyway. They said he was always bouncing around. I don't know if we've ever really thought of him as hyper, but he's sure different from me. And I don't think he gets good sleep, it tells on him too when he's not, he looks worn out, drug out. And even if I've been feeling awful, sometimes I get the brunt of how he feels. This week since me not feeling good, we've argued 3 times, maybe he's partially stressed with me not feeling well and feeling more worn out. Either way, this has been a hard 10 days, and I think we're both tired and could use prayer from anyone that would give it.
We've been married 33 years now, believe it or not and were even in the ministry, so I know there is evil that may try to do away with us sometimes. Just thought I'd let you know.
The thing is, I've been reaching out different places for help, this week. I know the Lord cares, but we need other people too. Too much of the time I don't feel much concern anymore from my husband, and even wonder if we need to get some things checked on him, like his memory, for example.