I just had a big fight with myself for the past 7 hours. I kept refusing to take my medication because I felt (and still kinda feel) they don't do much for me. I'm stuck in a rut.
I ended up taking my medication because I couldn't decide if I wanted to continue taking it or not. I figured, "well, I might as well take it for now until I can figure out what I need/want to do."
The only medications I like are Lipitor and Lamictal. Everything else can go f*** itself.
Sorry I don't have any legitimate advice, but I'm letting you know you're not alone.