You can tell if it feels healthy for yourself. You say it gives you comfort...why do you feel comforted when you do it? If you are seriously thinking about Sui, that is definitely not healthy. You know that. If you are fantasizing, role playing, being dramatic and not taking yourself seriously, then I guess it might not be unhealthy.
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