I used to restrict meds, would not take certain classes.
I have suffered a lot because of this; yet, felt I would resort to additional classes if I'd needed them when I was older.
I am "older" now and I was truly in deep despair. It felt like do or die. So I chose "do" and tried some of the meds I which had previously caused concern.
It's not that I don't have any concerns about these meds anymore. I feel there is a potential trade-off and I accept this at this time in my life.
I hope others have found meds helpful, as well.

WC