My dream of home ownership now makes me sad. I have no family. No need for a home. Apartment living is just fine. I guess I should change my goal to trips I would like to take.
I have a great job I really like. I earned a degree. I like nice cars. Guess I can figure out a car I want to aspire to own and work toward that. Those are dreams I have never achieved. I did own my dream house once. Ex's family made sure I got no money from the sale of it. People love stealing from me.
Guess I need to really learn how to enjoy life alone.
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Son: 14, 12/15/2009 R.I.P.
Daughter: 20
Diagnosis: Bipolar with Psychosis. Latuda 100 mgs.
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