I used to be in denial. Not sure if thats what you are feeling too. But after coming to the brink of runining my marriage and losing my kids, reality kicked me in the ***.
Now i take my meds to keep me loyal to my husband. (When manic, ive cheated in the past).
I take them also so i can be a good parent. (I used to leave the house for days at a time without calling my kids)

I struggle everyday, i hold my pills in my hand and contemplate flushing them. Every. Single. Day.

But I want my kids and my husband in my life, so I do the right thing.

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