inwardly I'm screaming
let me out
too much dreaming
I need to shout.
This prison is killing me
inside my head
why can't I see
can't hide in bed.
Please give me strength
to go on today
to go the length
help me to stay.
cant tell anyone
how I feel
they'll be mad at me
I'm on a wheel
that spins and turns
tortures my mind
my stomach churns
i can't unwind.
head is bad
I need tlc
the chance I had
is evading me.
have to be sane
or I'll lose them all
if my family see my pain
I know I'll fall....

sobbing, Kerry