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Originally Posted by Shaly78
Is the original conscious? For my original yea to some extent ! There is a certain # of ways that indicate full consciousness for the original, so as long as in my case some recall then the rest is too difficult to get to....Hopefully they don't scramble it up to further verify.....If dissociated/frozen on some levels then it seems not really all there. I don't remember the website! Hopefully your not a stickler for all that I promise ya 25 years of therapy gets real tiring, I've had the extremist of therapy a real hybrid approach that surely screwed us over, no more therapy for us and I'm down to this website mostly. I'll pill pop for SSDI!
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Original- who's that? We just take turns doing our thing to get by moment to moment. Robbie (the fems) had her night last night being them so I guess I get to have mine tonight. Did a lot today, laundry, pesticide, mowing, shopping, drinking, cooking,....
It's amazing what can be done with out t.v.
I had one therapy session and was offered integration after dumping everything on her (lol she said she usually have to pry info from her clients and I dumped my life into her lap. HELP!!! She was scribbling away)....then our insurance got changed to non mental/behavioral/addiction help. I have to quit or get fired or find a job that pays $15.00 less to qualify for gvt help for help.
I couldn't get Ssi for bipolar depression. It didnt help an Other that hasn't been out in 30 years tried to answer question that he knows absolutely nothing about like "what do you do in your day every day?" "Dunno. I can't remember". :/. Denied. Too many I don't knows, lol. It didn't even bother the shrink to ask why.
We have minimal recall. Like I can see a fuzzy single photo still pic of our job, dream like with tunnel vision. He does what he does cause I no idea how. So I just don't let it bother me because if I try really hard to think about it, I just get a headache and nauseous, so screw it.
The way I see it, someone got their time covered in their own special way. Hell were still alive, must be working even with the bickering, confrontations, battles, but even harmony at times. Sibling rivalry is what it is.
I can tell it's been a long time for me to be out, everything looks fresh and new even though I know it as it been there for ever. The clouds are always majestic.
From a body perspective, it's like we are a hundred different Others but with the feel of some familiarity with our enviroment even though the individual perception is like-WAKE UP....GOOOOO!!! Lol
Oh, because of what I posted earlier about them always having the fun, they are letting me enjoy myself even though I can feel their influences. Now who has the power? Haha lol
This is hilarious, I'm about hairless with chains on neck, wrists, finger, ankle and toes. Plus red toe nails and glossed and shaped finger nails. There is no fighting it, it'll be all back after removing it, so why waste the energy messing with it? lol
Some of the Others really despise it but like whatever..lt's very funny to me.
