Have you considered whether therapy is part of the the problem? It's the elephant in the room. Therapists typically don't look at this, instead they will leap to the most speculative and convoluted theories about how you are projecting material/paternal longings, etc. Maybe, but for me it made sense to look at the obvious first -- I was suffering because of therapy specifically -- and this provided a bit of relief.

The principle of Occam's Razor says "among competing hypotheses, the one with the fewest assumptions should be selected."