i dunno whats up with memories :/

i get to live in a dream cloud, alice in wonderland.. stuck in the Labyrinth..
always forgetting, never sure where im at or whats going on... but in a way that allows a sense of continuity without severe disruption, so ask me whats going on? i'll probably make something up to keep myself fooled that i know whats going on .. better when people dont know you cant remember anything because they will leave you alone ...

someone calls you out and tries to force you to recognize it? shock to the core, derealization will hit with a vengeance