Yeah, it's fine now. Because I went off so quick it was hard on my body which was already in shock from the assault of surgery. I went into a severe depression that last all most two yrs before I got some help, I have a history of bipolar but pretty sure this depression was caused by the quick withdrawal. I holded up in my apartment and didn't communicate with anyone. Ran out of food, quit therapy, total isolation. I finally said something here on PC and everyone urged me to get help. It took another 6 months. But yeah, I'm fine now although that period of time haunts me.
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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