I have had so many people tell me to move out because my mother isn't letting me live my life. However to be honest I don't think I have the will or the strength to move out. I don't want to lose her I have become so enmeshed and so used to her comfort that like a baby I cry and can't soothe myself without it. I feel like if I leave I will lose something deep from my heart I can't leave her. To be honest I know it's wrong to turn back on my own needs and wants but she is all I want and need. So it will be hard to make me turn away from all I know even though it is toxic. Only people who have been in my situation will understand just where I am coming from...