I'm really struggling to be happy. I'm forcing worry and concern about myself out of my mind. "Don't think about it. Don't think about it. Just don't " I'm being self destructive or over productive doing everything I can to just check out. I'm just angry, really really dang angry. I don't care about my wellness or my life. The list of things I can tolerate is dwindling. I don't feel depressed. I just feel mad. I don't know what any of it means.

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