I feel like screaming today. Nothing is prepared for anything, most of my coworkers are out on vacation, and I can't do it all on my own. I just want to sit here and cry all day, but there is too much that needs to get done. Too much that I can't do on my own. I'm tired, I'm sick of trying all these different stupid meds that are supposed to do something to help, I'm sick of dealing with people. I just want to go home and curl up in bed and cry. Why does all this burden have to be put on me? I don't want any of it, just because I've been here longer than everyone else. It's not been that long, and my self-esteem is nowhere near where someone would expect it to be. It's too much for one person, especially one person who's as ****ed up as I am.