I only had one more semester to go of college until I ran out of funds. My mom put me out this year because of a fight I had with my sister. My sister has been able to stay in the house and I overheard my mother saying that my sister has always been her favorite despite sister calling her a *****.
I am only 24 years old but being ignored has increasingly made me feel upset (especially by family and being bullied by peers, etc.) When I went to stay with my father, I tried not to let years of pent up anger ruin my reputation with his side of the family but it was too late. Not only am I not accepted because of being gay, he has called me a stupid heifer, a ****** and a sl*ut. I have also been judged heavily by uncles and aunts and grandmother on this side.
I feel bad staying at father's house because I don't like the way I'm being treated yet I don't want to go to a shelter and stay stuck with my minimum wage job and never have the chance to finish school.
Should I stay and pretend like all is well or leave and become permanently homeless?
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