As many of you know, I have had quite a terrible time holding on to jobs....lost too many to count...well I've kept one for 2 years now, and my histrionic part of me as my Pdoc calls it is quite satisfied as it is at a family owned restaurant with quite an eccentric, loud family that keeps me on my toes and provides lots of drama for my drama seeking part of me. I heard stories from people in the town where the restaurant is located about the owner slapping his wife in front of all the customers, and I believed it, as everyone there has tempers that are unbelieveable...(they can also be really, really nice too....) Well saturday morning the owner, wife and son got into a fight so bad I heard the wife scream like she was being hurt...all the customers left and called the police....the police came and wanted to know from ME what happened...I said I wasnt sure..the family denied everything and business went on as usual...but I feel my heart has been torn apart from the nightmares I've been having..I have grown to care about this family and it hurts me to witness fights like this....I want a different job yet I feel I will miss the drama..I probably will get another job yet I need endless, endless amounts of drama and I do not know if this need will ever get met in the same way again........................