Thanks everybody. Feeling alot better. Staying at my place tonight. Going out with a friend to a NAMI meeting called Bridges to Hope where this NAMI guy is going to help church pastors learn how to talk to the mentally ill in their congregation. My friend and I are going just to observe. Least it will be something different than adult diapers! You guys are awesome really. I guess I just needed someone to listen. Thanks for being there for me.