I am thinking about the past 2 weeks how my moods are kind of all over the place. It might be hypomania, but more of the irritable type. Plus, I usually don't drink, but I started drinking non stop last night. It seems I don't have much insight until now, because the people close to me have made comments that I'm not myself.

My mother says she tries not to be hurtful, but she can be.
She pointed out that I talk non-stop without letting others speak, and I'm not offended by that, but she started name calling, saying I'm annoying and make stupid decisions and basically insulting my intelligence with belittling names. I just wish someone in my life would understand. I'm glad I have therapy tomorrow.