I'm still in limbo with my moving hopes. My friend sent me sort of a mocking email yesterday morning about my birthday. I feel like total crap. I fell asleep early yesterday afternoon and I slept the whole rest of my birthday away.

I don't know what on earth I'm going to do about the rest of the appointments i need to go to. Just have to forget about them I guess. I can't get up or down the stairs without help.