No, he doesn't do anything to ever purposefully hurt me in any way. That's why this is so difficult: he's basically a perfect human being. It's innocent things like forgetting to reply to me or falling asleep while we chat online or coming home at 4 when he said he'd come back at 2. These are all so trivial yet they get me off so easily. I'm working on it, buts it's hard when I'm acting the way I do to the person I love the most, someone as kind, gentle and understanding as him.