We've been together for 5 months. I don't think there's a "right" or a "wrong" time to disclose the fact that I have a MI. We've grown really close over the last 5 months.

I'm worried I may be going into a depressive (slight) state. Negative thoughts, crying at the drop of a hat.

Reality is if he leaves me now, knowing that I'm bp, he would leave me during an episode anyway .... In having said that, I truly don't believe disclosing this would impact on his commitment to this relationship.

I'm clearly thinking out loud and just sharing my nerves. I'm going to hold back on how much I disclose [I have no intentions to ever tell him that I was hospitalised last year due to a psychotic episode where I decided I would be smart and stop my meds - that's something I will never repeat.]

I feel like saying wish me luck but that doesn't feel appropriate