yes those times were when i quit colleges(i joined another college after a year and so) and i felt like a huge burden was off my shoulders.i felt 'now i wont have to worry about exams,class tests(i could not concentrate on studies,it caused a lot of irritation,it still does though)i did not have to fake smiles and lie to people that i was doing okay!!.the pressure was off so i felt kinda good.i used to call my cousin to stay with me.i would talk to her and got somewhat distracted.now she has got married and rarely visits.

but after few months the question was,what is my future?what will i do alone in this world??and those feelings would again come back in a new form.............