I should be happy. I had a great weekend off (my first in a long time, normally I wok weekends.) My husband and I went to visit friends and celebrate their 30th birthday. We had a great time and met a few new people.

Several of them have added my husband as a friend on Facebook, but no one has sent me any requests.

I had been feeling great about my fun weekend... and now I just feel repulsive and like no one could ever like me.

And the worst part is that even though I know I'm being ridiculous, and it's really not so horrible, the depression just keeps setting my mind into these negative thought patterns and I can't stop it and I hate it.

Just feeling really lonely and unloved today. Thanks for listening.