I had a situation recently where I excelled. I was in my element while those around me were out of it - and they were doing miserably as a result. I did my thing and did it very well while the others floundered. All the while I was aware they were probably thinking I was flaunting my ability and knowledge - and were irritated or even pissed as a result. Is it my fault I am skilled at this and they are not? Is it my fault they were forced to swallow their pride and ask me for help. I swear, I wasn't thinking ill of or belittling them. I was just doing my thing and well. Still, despite even helping as offered and asked I felt the silent sarcasm and jealousy. I felt their eyes upon me thinking, "Who the hell do I think I am?".
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