Finally I can change my mood from the glaring red "IN PAIN" which has been true for a little too long. I ran into my best friend when I came from my (very upsetting) T session this morning, and he asked if I wanted to go for lunch. (This is the person I have felt alienated from for a little more than two months, and whinged about here as well, which makes me feel a bit guilty now.) We had a great talk, and I feel quite a lot better. And ready to get back to T on Thu and talk things out with him as well, which I think I need to do.