In 5 days I'll be at home from Idaho to Oregon from living on my own to my parents. I have no idea what to do or what I'm doing. I do have a new team.... Well almost. I don't know about insurance yet..... I have applied but waiting for the state to contact me.
As for how I feel, I feel like I need more ideas as to what to do. in coming months I may have to be disciplined for my addiction. I'm so scared but I'm making changes. As of today I am 9 days clean. This is the longest in months. One would think that I am excited but I'm not. I miss that life but at the same time it has not helped me in gaining education. So I'm moving to escape the constant flow of hospitalizations and negative thinking.
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