Why don't you think you had a sense of closure with this T? Ended too abruptly? You wish you could have said X,Y,Z?

Since I've basically just not gone back with my previous T's, (after winding down sessions though), and having a completely different and more honest relationship with my current T...I am not sure what "closure" would look like, because I know I'm not there.

I guess if I think about it ideally, I would feel like my outside life was flourishing, or getting to be that way. I don't expect it to be perfect, but I don't come home at 6pm and grab a beer because I am exhausted and having a hard time with the whole "trying to have friends" situation...(that might be me right now )

Anyway, magically I would know that I could cope on my own/have a strong support network, and probably would wind down sessions with my T for awhile, and eventually stop, but knowing I could always call her and make an appointment if needed.