I woke up today at 11 am, after falling asleep around 7 pm last night. (I don't know how I can sleep that long) I walked downstairs, and barely got more than a sentence greeting "you're up early", (yeah, you finally noticed I usually get up at 3 pm) and I just ****ed around all day until dinner, which I finished early. I stood up and did some dishes. No one spoke to me, not my mother and father, not my brother and sister... They all sat and talked to each other about all the things they're doing with their lives. No one asking what I'm doing with my life (****ing it away) or what I did today. "Hey, the rest of the family is successful, 3/4 children are doing a lot, so whatever, **** the other kid."

I'm just so tired.