I am the work alter... sounds so funny doesn't it... I took control this afternoon.. to make sure nothing happened to "the body" that we all share....

Somehow,,, they don't understand.. that I too have this body.. and no they can't hurt it... no matter how much they want to...

SI'ing is going to start.. I can feel it... and perhaps that is a good thing.. at least it releases some of the pain..

Healing... a lifetime endeaver.. don't you think? and do I really want to keep going... the answer is... no..

Not sure if I should let the pdoc know or not... about how bad of a spot that I am in or not..

I mean what can he do... nothing... cause there is nothing that can be done...

only.. my thoughts.. better put here.. than SI...