Okay trying to get this off my mind and find some good advice.
My ex and i broke up about 2 years ago, one year later i met my current boyfriend. Two months into meeting him he proposed and i said yes. It was still new and excited.. Now and for the last 6 months things have settled in and i dont know any more.. I also need to add that he is my first boyfriend ever.. I have always been with women. I dont know if i really want to be with a guy .. This amoung other factors have led me to question this relationship.. More recently my ex wife has been asking me to come back.. I miss her so much and still love her so so much. We broke up because she cheated.. (Part of a manic bipolar episode).. Now i do think i want her back and feel like we are unresolved.
I dont want to hurt my fiance. But i dont know what to do or if this is just a depression or impulsive stage.. But it has been bothering me for months..