The meds will not help they are hurting me i need to get them out of me i cant have them i cant i spoke to a psychologist here and actually told him most of what was going on he got me to fill out some personality assessment test thing with like 300 questions he said he will see me tomorrow and go over it i am super nervous i dont know what to do i am not sick i need to get out of here it has been 3 weeks i need out i dont know what to do anymore. As soon as i get home i am not taking the meds they are going to hurt me i cant do this i am scared. I also talked to the art therapist who i told quite a bit but i still havent told the doctor anything.