Wander, don't give up hope. I can tell you need a break. Do it. You need to.

Don't worry about way out in the future like how will a career happen. Not being harsh but therapists call that "forecasting." It will only stress you out. We can't forecast the future. So no need there.

I do think you'll gain insight on what careers may be suitable for you during this "journey." For example, you may learn a lower stress environment is needed. But don't worry about that today.

Relationships? I'm in a great one. He happens to be bipolar as well, but I have met many happy couples where one had bipolar and one didn't. So rest assured it is possible.

Please take that time off. I didn't take that time off. I ended up in the hospital for six months. Not trying to scare you. Trying to say you know you need a break. Take it. It is the best thing you can do. xo