I've posted about this stuff before. My PrevT should be back from her 20 weeks of maternity leave / vacation. Should, because I don't know her exact startdate. But my current T had contact with her by email, to plan a date for a session. There isn't a date yet, because the first one I couldn't go, so she would look for another date and I still have to hear back. I guess it's kind of hard because they only check their email during their workhours.

I haven't heard anything from PrevT (yet?). I'm so hoping to get an email from her. A few months ago I sent her an angry email, maybe she thinks I don't want anything to do with her? I sort of wrote that. It's not really true. I wish I wanted nothing from her, but the truth is I want contact with her so bad. Or maybe she doesn't contact me because I'm not her client, I'm the client of current T. At the last session she said that I would hear from current T when she gets back and what will happen. Does that mean she won't contact me? That everything will go through current T?

She has said she would be curious about how my exams went. If she really was, she would send me an email to ask about it. I want to hear something from her so bad. I feel hurt that she doesn't email me now she's back at work. I feel I was right all along and she doesn't care about me anymore. She has enough of me and my attachment.
Hearing from her. It's all I think about all day long.
I'm also scared to see her, because I'm scared she doesn't like me and only does this session because she's a good T. And current T is one of her collegues, so if she would say no that might would not look good to her collegues.