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Originally Posted by Wander
I had first semester off due to a lengthy mixed state. The last few years I have had to keep dropping my workload due to BP and PTSD. It took me three years to finish my first year at uni. This is an ongoing problem. I used to be really same and creative but these illnesses have crushed me. Now I'm dropping out of this semester it makes this year a waste.
Yes, I need to focus on healing, rest and try and find stability. It breaks my heart that this is my life. I feel so alone outside you guys and a few family members. My life is empty, pointless. I have lost so much. I grieve deeply. However I will keep fighting.
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I know you've had a really hard go of it. I understand your pain. It is a loss, isn't it?
I hate that I had to give up my career after I worked so hard for it. And I borrowed 100k to do it. Ten years later, I was done. Horrible.
It sucks because we are intelligent. But bipolar disorder just really affects things. I'm sorry you're going through this. Im sorry for all of us here, really.
But don't give up hope, Wander. You can still have happiness in your life. I know this much is true.
