Good thoughts coming your way Jannie. I just got off Topamax and you are right it is for headaches too. Take it at night because cognitively it can put you in a fog even if you don't feel sleepy on it.
I don't see why your P-doc would want to put you back in the hospital. You are functioning it seems to me
Take care
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