Wander, my heart goes out to you.
I feel your deep grief/frustration/sadness as I read your entries here.
*Tears* along with you. Your pain is palpable.
You've had many challenges and you've worked hard to overcome.
It seems like taking a break is the only reasonable option right now, from what you are sharing.
It may feel like the end, yet you have many, many more chapters to write.
(((((( WANDER ))))))
Much understanding, support and love from all of us to you!

WC