Thanks everyone for the advice.

I was awake all night thinking about this and what I should do.

I pounced on my sister when she came home from work this morning and explained the situation to her and asked her what I should do. After I explained what the living conditions would be at his parents house she gave me a horrified look. She told me that it seemed too soon for me to rejoin them.

I asked my mom about it this morning, explained living conditions, and she said: ABSOLUTELY NOT! IT'S TOO SOON! YOU'RE HEALING RIGHT NOW!!! And you have all these medical bills to figure out (my parents are paying my medical bills from my recent hospital stay, which I'm absolutely speechless about. It's so generous of them, and it's about $3000 worth of medical bills!).

And then there's my probation to think about, and how if I moved (they live five hours away) I'd have to find a new doctor, etc. And it is IMPERATIVE that I stay on my meds right now and get my shot. And I'm not even sure if with my probation I can just skip town like that. I haven't asked.

So... I've made my decision and feel pretty good about it.

I'm going to stay here and visit them for a few weeks at a time. They were going to come here anyway for my daughter's birthday on october 10th, so I'm going to visit my husband and daughter september 20th and come home on her birthday.

And it'll be perfect too because that's around doctor appointment/shot time.

This is the right decision. I'n not even doubting it. And I doubt everything and am usually very indecisive.

Thanks again everyone!