that's exactly right. i can be compared to a cup of water.. a cup with extremely thick walls... if there is a hole, or a crack in those walls, then what i call "me" will drain away.

caring about him is not an option. i am afraid of him getting to know me too well. Know my weaknesses. i don't worry that he will think i am somehow disgusting... i am just afraid of him really knowing me. My walls are all i have. My camoflauge is all i am.