I am trying to get myself together here. I phoned my kids dad to see if he can arrange to take them for a few days. I need to go to my parents.

Anger has hit so hard, not that this will help any. Why the hell did this have to happen now? My mom is going in for this new treatment, they just sold there home, just moved, now this. The stress they must be under.

I have issues with my dad, but I still love him. I am one that tries to forgive, which is hard. But I can't stand them being put through all of this. How much can they endure?

As much as my mom tried to tell me whats going on, as hard as she fought the tears, she just fell apart. I wanted to jump through the phone and hold her. They are in finanical difficulties, they are so worried about whats going to come. They are not even recovered from her last treatments. Now she is driving two hours by herself to get to my dad. Poor thing.

I am only an hour and a half away from where they took my dad. Its finding child care for the kids. I want to scream.

Justy