Feeling very guilty for having dumped my major meltdown yesterday on my long suffering husband. He has to put up with so much. I don't seem to be able to cope with even the tiniest problem without exploding. We had no water yet again yesterday due to workmen turning off some major valve down the road and by mistake, cut our water off .. I just 'lost it'. I was in the middle of being inspired for making a cake .. something that happens only occasionally in the last year. Well, the cake didn't get made and I went to bed .. sigh. Another day lost to my state of mind.