I nearly had a girlfriend. This girl I met in the unit with an eating disorder. We really hit it off. If that guy Levi, who was also anorexic, hadn't been there, I would be with Mandy. God, just remembering her smile warms my heart. But Levi has more skills than me; he plays guitar and drums and is also funnier than me. I feel like a loser now that I don't have a girlfriend. I also had a crush on this red headed Mormon girl that's like half my size. (I'm 6'0) I never seem to have luck with girls. It's probably because they buy into that myth that I'm smart. What can I do? It's such a turnoff...