Thanks for the replies.... and Yes, while I know that pap smears can indeed come back positive one time and then negative the next time I still can't help but worry just a little for I have been having so many problems down in that area with in the last year that it just seems as though something has to be going on.... ex: like now - I am having such discomfort and pain in my uterus / pelvis area that I've had to take a few of my RA pain pills to get to a point where I can at least tolerate it and I have pain when I urinate, not the type of pain you get with an infection, but the kind of pain that comes when one is wounded or hurt.

But you know what is so funny (well strange) about all this...... ?
I am not so worried about myself, but I am concerned to how my family will be if I was to die from this.

I know when my time comes it will come and no one can do any thing to stop it (God is in charge of that) - and well lets face it some thing has to cause us to pass on - to answer the call of Death.... I am a firm believer in that EVERYTHING happens for a reason.

P.S.

I forgot this part while I was in the doctor's for my visit...
I was told that I need to loose weight for the blood work on my heart came back and it was way off from last year, therefore, if I did not do something about it that I would have some serious problems in about 5-10 years (and) I was reminded that I already have RA that is breaking down my Autoimmune System and that I have a heart valve that does not function properly.

I guess it is TRUE..... When it Rains it Pours - and I am getting WET!