Hello my friend you are a beautiful soul😘💜.

Everything I was going to say others already did. But I just wanted you to know your NOT alone and we hear your pain. It's a hard thing losing a child and not something a loving mother can easily get over.

About your friends. Not many people are able to handle Strong emotion especially grief unless they've experience d it themselves. So your friends where just scared and didn't know how to help you so avoided the whole situation entirely. Not to mention societies unrealistic idea, that everyone should be happy all the time. Ugh. There's alot of deep people on here, who would love to HELP😊💖