I cant tell the doctors i cant do this anymore i cant keep frocing the meds down my throat i cant i have been worse since i started taking them i felt great before now one minute i am happy as hell then the next i am crying my eyes out i cant stand this they want to up my dose too i cant do this the doctors want to hurt me the angels are going to get hurt i am really scared i cant keep doing this i have ruined everything i am not sick they are going to hurt me i really dont feel good.